This is the life

note : day 18 in KL

dear blog ,

i'm gonna name you ...

dude .

simple and easy .

no need to think so much .

dear dude ,

i've gone through so many obsticles lately .

for starters .

i fucking fuck up with her

no hope .

then gaduh with francis .

pasal manggo

i have no money .

cuz eat only

i have no nobody else to talk too .

she was there and now no .

i have absolutely no idea what i have to do now .

well the brightest thing i have done

since today and yesterday is ...

Subway .

Damn their sandwiches are damn nice

if KK got .

that place is so my hangout place .

i never thought sandwich would be this nice .

anyway .

back to the start .

i dun have anything .

imma fucking retard .

i hate myself .

i hate when it comes to this .

nothing seems to back me up .

everything is a lie to you .

my promises were never kept .

i never can prove myself to you .

if i could only have a chance .

a chance to take back everything .

i will never forgive myself .

the francis thingi more frustrating.

dude i don't even wanna talk bout it .

i guess im not cut out to be

a friend

a brother

&

a lover

gomenasai :'(