now and forever

note : day 28th in KL

dear dude ,
i can't help it .
i still believe in fantasy .
i love living in a fantasy .
in fact .
life is a mystery .

im better now ,
brothers do help .
kenneth and francis are the coolest .
i know now ,
the true meaning of
family comes first .

i never knew how life could hurt so badly .
probably cuz' im causin' it to other people .
im growing up to fast .
that's what my brother said .

i found a song that made me relize .
that im living in a dream .
here's the lyrics.

You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

this song really hits the spot .
no more emo me .
thanks to all who had listen to me .
be there .
when im needed most .
i love you guys .

6 more days !
haha .
i'll be back !
bernard's coming to town !
ciao .